I know, it has been awhile since I have written on this blog.  I have been working so hard on thePilates Girl Blog that I haven't had much of a chance to 'get in touch with my cancer feelings' .  Honestly, I want to be known as the Pilates Girl , not the cancer chic.  So, it begs the question. . .  what happens to this blog? Do I change it into a source for knowledge and resources for other people going through the same thing or do I just let it drift on out in cyberspace?

I guess I could write about how cancer has affected my life and how things will never be the same - wah,wah,wah. . . If I updated you on every doctor appointment or every time I thought  I had a recurrence of cancer, It would be quite depressing and a bore.  I don't have time to think about it any more.  I have accepted the fact that I will probably lead a little shorter life than I expected, but no one and I mean no one, knows when they 'will go'. That being said, I have  some living that needs to be done and that means I have  to ignore the cancer for awhile.

If you are waiting for a special occasion to drink the good wine- don't .  If you are waiting on something to make you happy- you better go out and find out what it is, because the day will come when you will wish you would have done those things sooner. 

I am sure I will occasionally post on this blog and I will always keep it up and running so people may find it when they need to - but if you want to keep up with the LIVING I am doing, you will have to follow me on  The Pilates Lounge   because I am tired of hearing myself whine about the cancer. It happened. It has changed me in a way that is so deep I can  not even begin to express.  Not for better, not for worse, just changed. 

In time, when I am ready, I will come back to my program I started for BC Survivors - the exercises and the nonprofit I started , the workshops etc, but I need to get some distance from it first. Right now, I need to take a break from cancer, I need to clean my closets- ( literally ) I need to get a fresh start and weed my garden. ( metaphorically since I don't have a garden and if I did I would kill everything in it.)  

So, I ask you, please stop by the Pilates Lounge, follow me on Twitter or You Tube and keep in touch.  In the meantime, I will be loading all my cancer related workshop material so you can download it for free in case you know of someone who needs it. 

In Health and Happiness!
Angella